ever had that feeling where you know you need to do something to help someone, but theres just nothing you can do? we're all feeling like this now. and it sucks. big time. its truly very horrible feeling like this, when you just try to do other things to occupy your time, but whatever you do, your mind is just filled with all these thoughts. i feel terrible..absolutely terrible, maybe i should have followed, woken someone else up or just prevented but that was over 8 hours ago. usually i would say, look on the bright side, be optimistic about it but i really really really really hope that everything is ok. we all do.

theres no time to slack, gotta concentrate on studying. got nothing done at all this weekend.